Sunday, February 15, 2015

"Living Water" (A Dramatic First-Person Monologue)




“Living Water”
If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water.” John 4:10, NIV

A dramatic first-person monologue based on John 4:1-42 from the perspective of the woman at the well.

Shock, surprise, speechless, I was caught off guard by the question from the stranger, “Will you give me a drink?” (v.7). I didn’t expect to find anyone at the well at this hour, at least I was hoping no one would be there. I usually come around noon to draw water to avoid the crowds of other women from town. You know how some people can talk and gossip and stare. I think I’ll scream at the next person who looks at me in that shameful way. Don’t they know I already feel bad enough? Don’t they know that I’ve tried to make my marriages work? That I’m trying to get my life together? Are they so perfect that they have never messed up and made mistakes in life?

The stranger did not appear to be one of us, a Samaritan. You know you can spot those Galileans a mile away. His request was simple and harmless enough. It was noon and it was hot and he did look pretty weary. After I got over the surprise of his question, I reminded him, “You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?” (v.9). The Jews do not associate with us Samaritans.

It’s hard for me to remember why that is so but it is and I’ve heard it all my life.  I’ve been taught that our “family feud” started a long time before I was born. Following the conquest of this land that I’m standing on now by Assyria in 722 B.C., many of my people were deported, others resettled, and many foreigners moved into these parts with strange ways and customs. It wasn’t long before there were intermarriages between us and those who had come from distant lands to settle. The Jewish people despised us, they saw us as selling out, but what could we do? What would you have done? This hostility reached a breaking point when our people erected a temple on Mount Gerizim. We had crossed the line as far as the Jews were considered. They would not have anything to do with us. We were considered “unclean,” “apostates,” just short of being considered complete Gentiles (pagans).

This stranger at the well of our ancestors responded in an odd way for he said that I should be the one asking him for a drink because he had what he called the gift of “living water” (v.10). Of course, if he had such water why was he asking me for drink? It didn’t make any sense to me. I somewhat jokingly said to him that he had nothing to draw water with and that the well was pretty deep (v.11). How in the world was he going to get me some water? Was he “greater than our father Jacob, who gave us the well?” (v.12).

Looking at me and then at the well, the man told me that “everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water” that I give to him “will never thirst” (v.14). Naturally, I did ask him for this water. Show it to me, give me to drink “this water so that I won’t get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water” (v.15). What I wouldn’t give to not have to come back to this well again! Please, give me some!

I was expecting him to begin drawing water although I had no clue how he would do that since he seemed totally unprepared to draw water. But instead of giving me water, it seemed as if he began to give me a lecture. “Go, call your husband and come back” (v.16). Why would he tell me to do that? I told him that I didn’t have a husband, which was partly true. I thought that would be the end of the conversation but he delved deeper into my life and told me things that were true that I had wished were not. Sometimes you’re just not ready to open up old wounds and the truth is too much to take.

This man seemed to know all about me. Somehow he knew that I had previously had five husbands and the man that I was living with was not my husband (v.18). How could he know this? Had he been talking to my neighbors? Had he been snooping around and hearing the stories about me when the other women came to the well? Who was this man?

He was different than all the others. He didn’t say what he was saying in a hurtful or mocking way as I was only too accustomed to hearing. He was not making fun of me or looking down on me as the others in town did. There was something different about this man. He seemed to know all about me and yet he was loving me anyway. I never knew this kind of unconditional love before and it made me anxious and a little uncomfortable. I couldn’t afford to let anyone in my life, it was too painful, I was tired of being hurt. And because of that I was pretty good at protecting my heart, withholding my feelings, of not letting myself get to close. I had been hurt plenty of times and I was determined not to be hurt again, so I looked for a way to change the conversation.

I told this man that he sure seemed like a prophet since only a prophet could know these things about me. I had my opening. I would get this conversation off of me and onto something else as quick as possible. What better distraction then to bring up a question about worship (v.20). My people had a long tradition of worshiping on Mr. Gerizim although I can’t say I was very regular myself. And I knew that the Jewish people believed that true worship could only occur in Jerusalem, Mount Zion. So I had the perfect distraction, who was right? Us? or them?

This man became even more mysterious to me by the moment because of the way that he responded to my question. He answered me in one sense when he said that God’s “salvation” came through the Jewish people (v.22), but then he quickly added that there was coming a time and that it already was here, “when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth” (v.23a). “God is spirit,” he said and “his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth” (v.24). I had never heard such words before. Worship was not so much about a place as it was a person! He was saying that it was possible for anyone (for me) to be a true worshiper (truly forgiven) – not by virtue of where one worships (Gerizim or Jerusalem) but by virtue of how one worships (“in spirit and truth”).

I did believe that the Messiah, the Christ was coming some day and when that happened, he would explain everything. But Jesus said that the Messiah had already come and that I was looking at him (v.26)! It dawned on me that this man might be more than just a man. I recognized him as a “Jew,” “a prophet,” could he also be the Messiah? In my excitement I left so quickly that I forgot my water jar and “went back to the people” (v.27) and said, “Come, see a man who told me everything I ever did. Could this be the Christ?” (v.29).

Though my words were feeble and my understanding even more so, many in town came out to see this man who I came to know was named Jesus. They believed in him as I was now beginning to do, that this man Jesus was more than just a man, he was the Messiah, the Christ, “the Savior of the world” (v.42). We urged him to stay with us in our area and he did for several days. And many of my friends and neighbors believed in him “because of his words” (v.41).

I learned much that day I met Jesus, when he changed me forever, when he gave me the gift of living water. I’ll never forget the day I drank deeply from the well of grace. I learned that God is no respecter of persons. I learned that God in Christ had come to break down the barriers that separate us from one another. No longer are their males and females, slaves and free, Jews and Samaritans, for we are all sons and daughters of God through faith in Christ Jesus (Gal. 3:26-28).

I also learned that God knows all about us and he loves us anyway. I learned that God is a God of grace and mercy. I learned that what is important is not your past, your past failures, sins, wrong turns, but where you’re heading, where your path is leading. And I learned that true worship is centered in a person and not a place. I discovered that worship is about the attitude of the heart, God must be worshiped “in spirit and truth [reality].”

The Messiah has come. Living water is here, and only Jesus satisfies. While the world’s wells offer temporary refreshment, they prove to be shallow and unfulfilling, but God’s well of salvation never runs dry, it’s deep and satisfying and it’s for all people even people like me. So come, drink, and be satisfied! Here the words of Jesus, the words of the grace of God, and believe in Him. “If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink [and now you know “who”], you would have asked him and he would [and he will] have given you living water” (v.10).

Joe Alain, February, 2015



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